I Have Become So Delicate

This reckless youth is fast becoming a useless wreck.
Laden down with crosses and crossing borders with no checks.
A fucked poetic heartbeat and a hazy metered mind.
Searching for answers at the bottom of bottles, knowing theres nothing to find.

Just another gouge at the abcess, another peeling of the flesh.
Another strip of skin removed and slung with all the rest.
This cuts away

Like falling
Through razors
(We shred our insides, we gut ourselves nightly)

This could all be
So much better.
(We shred our insides, we are all hollow now)

I have become so delicate now.
I have become so delicate now.
I have become so delicate now.
I have become so delicate now.