Homecoming

The chorus to this is pretty much stolen from a song called Polygraph written by a band called Cursed, who were great. Oh, and Homecoming is a really fucking unoriginal title, so sorry about that.

I have learned to miss what was never there.
Ghosts in my bloodstream, breathed in from the air.
And I have found a way to never sleep.
Phantoms fucking overhead, fight them, fight them for me please.

You didn't mean to
You say you didn't mean to
And I love you,
But you did.

And I would make you count all the seconds that made the hours that slipped through my fingers.
And I have burned and I have drowned and I have failed and you have lingered, in the aftertaste.
And I haven't slept and I haven't dreamed and you haven't called and I have filled up my lungs right to my throat,
All in the hope
That you can be replaced.

Black clouds over homelands, I'm taking twelve steps to the door.
Blacking out the memories til there is just nothing anymore.
Welcome back, my sweet destroyer, I've missed you in the most poisonous ways.
"It's funny how things end up",well you sure put a chelsea smile on my fucking face.

You didn't mean to
You say you didn't mean to
And I love you even now,
But you did.